Alright so today my friend and I went on a little sushi date, since we’d been planning an outing for mooonths. It was so relaxing to just eat and talk and eat and talk. The waiter came by to check up on us and my friend had food hanging out of her mouth and it was really gross and the guy started laughing at her jlkajdf. I swear we ate a family worth meal and it only cost like 25 bucks. Then, afterwards, we walked into a lingerie store because we’d both been wanting to go check it out.
Now, I was just expecting just a lingerie department. Like…sexy and skimpy outfits and school girl role playing shit. But we walked in and there were *whispers* dildos and and sex toys and movies (THERE WAS A STAR TREK XXX MOVIE AND I REALLY WANTED TO BUY IT FOR MY APES TEACHER AKLJSD;F_) and there were penis pens :( (I slapped my friend’s face with the penis pen ;~;). HAHAHA my friend stopped at the movie section and she had such a serious face and then I looked at the dvd cover she was looking at and it was one girl with five guys and my friend just got so sad! And we walked into the back part of the store and we perused through each aisle and there were sooooooo many different things I didn’t even know existed. There were these like…ahldjak;dsf, nipple twisters?! I DON’T KNOW HOW SOMEONE GETS PLEASURE FROM THAT AND THERE WAS AN OLDER MAN LOOKING AT *whispers* vibrators and then we saw a “real life” one and my friend was like, “They’re so wrinkly is that how they are in real life?!”
Needless to say, I was this close to laughing out loud, but I kept my composure. And like..everything was so expensive! They cost like 30-150 bucks! They cost loads cheaper online or at this other store (which I totally don’t. wanna. check. out. no. not. at. all)
Then we just got tea and continued talking about our lives and whatnot.
Today was a good day :)
Ugh. Looking at all this ‘what I’m gonna do when I’m older’ crap just makes me realize that I don’t care what job I get. If I were to get an ordinary 9-5 type of job, I don’t think I’d mind. I mean, I know I’d like to work in a hospital, but I still don’t know doing what exactly. What I really want though? I really just want to get married, or not even married ~ I don’t really care, I just want to live together with my significant other and have our own apartment/house. I don’t care how big or small the place is just as long as it’s ours. And I want to be able to just have the most shitty and terrible day, and be able to come home to someone that’s gonna hear me out and tell me everything’s gonna be fine (even if I know it won’t), and do whatever else it’ll take to comfort me. Similarly, I want him to feel that comfortable enough with me to come to me whenever he has an issue, and for sure, I’ll try my best to make him feel better.
Eventually, I want to have a kid or two or three(
even though I hate babies [except for one] ) and for sure, English won’t be his/her first language. If the guy and I both speak Spanish, then that kid’s first language is gonna be Spanish, if he speaks another language, then that baby’s know two damn languages before English.
/sigh. That’s what I really want, and I’m so sick that for the past ten years I’ve been trained to know what job I’ll want to do for the rest of this goddamn life.
The hospital better have those sugar coated cookies with the candy corn in the middle. If they don’t have this, I’m gon’ fuck some people up.
I will fuck.
That’s the only reason why I’m going today.
my creys. I know exactly where the School of Social Ecology is at Irvine ;___; I’ve passed by that building SO many times when I visited there with my family. I always wondered what that building was for.
Hopefully the plans for tomorrow go as planned! It’ll be the first time we all go to Knott’s scary farm! Holy shioot, we’ve been planning on going since freshmen year, and we’re barely going now.
To quote Motion City Soundtrack.
the future freaks me out
my rage transfers over to when i drive.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! MY WHOLE HIGH SCHOOL YEARS HAVE LED UP TO THIS POINT I WANNA CRY ;AAAAAAAAAAAA;
What I wanna see:
Plus I want to yell out OPPAAAAA w/o ppl judging me.
What will commence starting today
NOVEMBER 3rd, I’M SO READY FOR YOU! ♥
I have this thing where when I watch certain type of movies I start squirming and grabbing and hitting the thing nearest to me. i.e. my sister’s knee.
and then burst into spontaneous
silently sobbing. my jgl feels are reincarnated in these tears.
my sister telling me i’m spot on in my argument »»»> everything else.